I want to start off by saying this is going to be officially ruled a murder/suicide when in all actuality it is a double suicide. My baby was trying to escape the bi-polar demons that have been swirling around in her brain since childhood and now because of my selfishness in dialing 911 she is experiencing the only thing she feared more than her illness…life support on a respirator.Boy, this must have been a hard choice to make. Back when Dad was in his last days from the cancer, I often thought that it would have been a mercy to give him an overdose of Morphine, but my family needed me. Somehow, that makes me feel like a lesser man than Mark Lavoie.
I don’t care what is done with the ashes but I know Kathy loves Damariscotta Lake.
Please don’t mourn for me, my spirit will be in a much better place with my soul mate; you may even catch a glimpse of us from time to time.
Some nights the wolves are silent and the Moon howls.
Hat tip: Free North Carolina.